Love Is You

Thinking of you as these days go by makes me realize how much in love i am in with you. Wondering. What are you doing. Are you sleep? How was your day? Are you happy, sad, or angry right now? Daydreaming! Imagining me there with you. Spending time with you. There to cater to you. Comfort you. Hold you when you're lonely. Wipe the tears from your eyes when you're sad. Make an ASS out of myself when you're down, just so i can see your pretty smile. When you're starving, nurture you, not even caring if a eat or not! Just to be near you. Laying down next to you, caressing your soft skin. Quiet! Just the two of us. My body filling the outline of yours. Eyes closed, but still seeing you. Your silhouette, so perfect in my mind. Silence still. Feeling the butterflies in my stomach as i lie there in your presence. Feeling! Knowing that we are one. Lungs expand and contract at the same pace. Hearts beating at the same rate. Butterflies become more intense. Because in the exact moment, i realize the love i have for you. Real love. Eternal love. Tears trickle from my face. A Love so powerful, so strong that it bursts through because my inner self is no longer capable of holding that love in. Then at that very moment, you bless me with a kiss! The kiss of life. My body tingles as our lips meet. You look me in my eyes and say "Baby, i love you!" And at that moment i realize that these emotions i feel aren't lonely, for you feel them too....Our souls connect.....LOVE!

Laughter=Silent Tears

Now days it is SO easy to love. Its the new thing to do now. Everyone is doing it. But that isnt REAL love. Thats just 'LUV' or lust. You THINK you love someone, but you really dont. I dont know that love. The love that i know is unexplainable. Love that you dont know what you're going to do. Love that just takes away EVERYTHING! REAL Love! But at times love can be a hassle. Complicated. Have you at your wits, knowing but NOT knowing the RIGHT thing to do. At times it can be unfair as well. You do the right thing yet its REALLY not recognized. The materialistic things dont count. You change yourself to make a person happy yet at times you dont get the same. You correct the wrongs that you have yet its all in vein. You save yourself for that special someone, giving ALL of you to them, only them. Revirginizing yourself for them, giving only THEM the ONE key that was made to unlock your most precious gift, confirming to them that no one else has a key, yet they have many keys to spare! Bad part about it, you have to SEE them giving someone else a key that should only be made for YOU! Time after time, watching, looking, watching that someone, a nameless person have whats rightfully yours. Watching the love of your life just willingly GIVE IT AWAY! The tears fall. Formation of thoughts aspire. Seeing that individual experience that which should only be yours. Haha, seeing the love of your life converse with their inner being as they do with yours! Same conversation used. Same techniques used.....like the fact that you have to watch isnt bad enough! Crying. The pain come and goes. The power of laughter and smiles takes away the pain from the outside......But inside, the feeling of hurt and heartache will eternally remain.

~Trevon~