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Dead Silence

Quiet as a dead rose, life taken away. Attained knowledge from what i shouldn't know, nothing more to say. Secrets that are held within the darkest of nights, for only you and "them" to keep. Secrets that weren't meant to come to light, still i say not a peep.
Eyes filled with tears too similar, secrets i know all to well. Pain and heartache i didn't want to remember, no strength left to yell. Yell the secrets from your darkest of places, secrets you thought i wouldn't know. Secrets that hold may different faces, pain to me you didn't mean to bestow.
Or did you?
Never to hurt again was a promise made to myself, to me. A promise i feel fading away. Because i know the things withheld you see, silly for me to stay. Silly for me to stay again, putting myself in the same damn predicament. Holding "YOUR" dark secrets within, foolish for being loves' benchman.
So i guess I'm doomed to relive this cycle; of lies, secrets and despair. Putting my smile back on is my only outcome, i know now that love doesn't really care.


~Jamad~

Gift From A Virgo

I once loved a Virgo.
So kind, loving, and caring. The one person of my dreams came true. The one person i knew i would marry.
I once fell in love with a Virgo.
So true to me and real. The one person i thought of every second. But his heart was made of steel.
I loved him like no other lover. But his love for me was under cover.
"Think of it as baseball. We're in the same field but on different plates" is what was told to me. And still i jumped head first into this love's steel sea.
Six months was the time it took for my mind, strength, and heart to prepare itself for what was ahead. Add two to the equation, is the time that i truly realized that the genuine feelings i had were dead. Love faded away from me that day, followed by realization and plea.
The realization that what YOU had is packing its bags and leaving you, only in loving memory.
But enough sad stories of a cold case love.
I fly high in happiness and peace like the clouds above.
I'm not bitter nor am I in hate.
But I'm glad you've lifted me and have taken away this weight.
See I would like to thank you for this gift you've gave to me.
I hold no grudge because you've opened my eyes to new endeavors and new love.
I want to say thank you for giving me this gift to experience love with you.
And though this door is closed, another opens bringing in the new.
Months have passed by and I've grown, changed and I live new life.
I thank you for giving me the gift of freedom and release.
Happiness is what i now cry!


~Trevon~

Why Me

Why me?
Forced to play this role. Broken hearts and torn soul. Deep down pain is my burden. History repeats itself it seems. Clear and bright like the rays from the suns beam. Out in the open for everyone to see but yet no one knows. Blinded by the smiles and laughter.
Counterfeit!
A servant to everyone's demands and needs but what about me...I bleed!
Bleed to be the pleaser, comforter, and lover. Scared of being hurt, heartbroken, cheated on, used and abused. Its ok because I'll protect you, I'll be a mother's loving womb. Warm, nurturing and kind, you can lay your trust in these arms of mine.
But what about me?
Am i not scared of being hurt, heartbroken, cheated on, used and abused as well?
Do you even know that the fear of a terrified child dwells within this hardened shell?
Selfish are those who only think of themselves. Tired of being played and hurt and put under a false love spell. Well I'm tired too you see, who i ask...Who will protect me?
But i guess I'm doomed to be loves #1 caller. Forever love's hollowed out knight in shining armor.

Love Fatality

To gaze into the purest of flames.

To feel that which is forbidden, untouchable and sacred.

Basking in the ambiance of your presence.

To bathe in the lust from which our pores expel.

Love lost, yet found due to the lost of an ancient battle.

No longer forbidden, but free...Free to parade in the sacred garden, free to explore each others body...To become educated of ones mind and the "whats" that makes us who we are. To endure pure love, love that make you cry, body tingling and chills taking over.

Butterflies...

A smirk! Happiness.

A sense of relief, refreshment, enlightenment!

Just to hold you, have a glimpse of your eternal light.

To feel your essence, hearts beat in-tune! Two souls merged into one.

Two lives.

Sharing, learning, experiencing...

Living...

Learning...

Loving...

Ancient words: I Love You!

~Trevon~

Emotion

Laying here lifeless! Not a thought in my head.

Emotions.

Bland, mysterious and carefree. Thoughtless. Letting that which is not named take hold of my body.

Thinking. Wondering. Pain, sorrow. The tears of the lonely one.

Eyes watering, Despair! Crying. The soul screaming for something. To be whole. Complete.

Crying out for you to hear me. Saying your sacred name. Wishing you could fill the dark void beneath me.

My soul cries out to you. Can you hear me? Am i alone in this fate?

Is it I who shall bare this burden of loneliness?

Happiness. Completing me and filling my body, my soul with the essence, the ether of your love.

Happiness! I love you. That's what it is. Love.

I Love You! Smile. Relax. Free! Smile.

I am here and we are one.

I Love You!

~Trevon~

Love Is You

Thinking of you as these days go by makes me realize how much in love i am in with you. Wondering. What are you doing. Are you sleep? How was your day? Are you happy, sad, or angry right now? Daydreaming! Imagining me there with you. Spending time with you. There to cater to you. Comfort you. Hold you when you're lonely. Wipe the tears from your eyes when you're sad. Make an ASS out of myself when you're down, just so i can see your pretty smile. When you're starving, nurture you, not even caring if a eat or not! Just to be near you. Laying down next to you, caressing your soft skin. Quiet! Just the two of us. My body filling the outline of yours. Eyes closed, but still seeing you. Your silhouette, so perfect in my mind. Silence still. Feeling the butterflies in my stomach as i lie there in your presence. Feeling! Knowing that we are one. Lungs expand and contract at the same pace. Hearts beating at the same rate. Butterflies become more intense. Because in the exact moment, i realize the love i have for you. Real love. Eternal love. Tears trickle from my face. A Love so powerful, so strong that it bursts through because my inner self is no longer capable of holding that love in. Then at that very moment, you bless me with a kiss! The kiss of life. My body tingles as our lips meet. You look me in my eyes and say "Baby, i love you!" And at that moment i realize that these emotions i feel aren't lonely, for you feel them too....Our souls connect.....LOVE!

Laughter=Silent Tears

Now days it is SO easy to love. Its the new thing to do now. Everyone is doing it. But that isnt REAL love. Thats just 'LUV' or lust. You THINK you love someone, but you really dont. I dont know that love. The love that i know is unexplainable. Love that you dont know what you're going to do. Love that just takes away EVERYTHING! REAL Love! But at times love can be a hassle. Complicated. Have you at your wits, knowing but NOT knowing the RIGHT thing to do. At times it can be unfair as well. You do the right thing yet its REALLY not recognized. The materialistic things dont count. You change yourself to make a person happy yet at times you dont get the same. You correct the wrongs that you have yet its all in vein. You save yourself for that special someone, giving ALL of you to them, only them. Revirginizing yourself for them, giving only THEM the ONE key that was made to unlock your most precious gift, confirming to them that no one else has a key, yet they have many keys to spare! Bad part about it, you have to SEE them giving someone else a key that should only be made for YOU! Time after time, watching, looking, watching that someone, a nameless person have whats rightfully yours. Watching the love of your life just willingly GIVE IT AWAY! The tears fall. Formation of thoughts aspire. Seeing that individual experience that which should only be yours. Haha, seeing the love of your life converse with their inner being as they do with yours! Same conversation used. Same techniques used.....like the fact that you have to watch isnt bad enough! Crying. The pain come and goes. The power of laughter and smiles takes away the pain from the outside......But inside, the feeling of hurt and heartache will eternally remain.

~Trevon~

Decisions

Today. What is there to say about today? Like any other day its a process. Another day in the week. Another day to make it....Just to get by! Decisions are made each day and depending on that decision, determines on how each day will be played out. Sometimes the EASIEST decisions seem to be the hardest to make. May not make since but its true. Its so easy to just walk away and be done with everything. Birds sqwaking in your ear....Snakes slithering around, hissing, telling you whats good for you but no one really knows whats good for you but YOU! Most don't think like that. They go to the ones that comfort them and wouldn't tell them anything wrong, but its a fool to do a thing as such. Though the ones who mean you no harm and wouldn't tell you anything to harm you mean well, those are the ones that will hurt you the most. Advice! No advice is good advice but your own. There for you have to take things into account and do them YOURSELF! That being said, i've made one of the hardest decisions ever. Yes its the right decision but the feelings one have after that decision is made takes a tole. Some cant and WONT be able to go through with it but in that you have to have faith. Faith in yourself to go out with that decision, and more importantly faith in God! So for those who are struggling from a difficult decision made, i say to you be strong. Wait it out. Good things come with those who wait. Believe in yourself and KNOW that you WILL make it! Forget about what others think and say because YOU know whats best for YOU! Be proud of any decision that you make! Take head to these words. Nurture them, cater to them, and love them. Smile about it and be happy!

~Trevon~

Enough

As the tears run down my face, i cant help but think, "I cant take this anymore!" The hardship, hurt, pain, stress, trials and tribulations!........knowing that i cant do this anymore. This lifestyle. These feelings. Living like this is hell itself. Crying because i dont know what to do, what my next move is. How do i handle things? NO ONE to help me. Help offers itself to me, body and soul, but deep down that help doesnt exist! That help is nowhere to be found. Crying.....Sitting here day by day, waiting for help. Is this the day that help knocks on my door? Is help here now? Why cant i move forward with my life? Why are there obstacles? Why are the ones that LOVE me and are suppose to be there for me arent? Why wont they push me. Give me that UMPTH i need to proceed, in the right direction that i need to be in, putting my life on track, getting my life together? WHY i ask you WHY? What did i do to deserve this, for you not to be there for me. Give me your love yes, but love can only go so far. Love can only do but so much! Dont you want to see me succeed? I cant take it, i have to do things for ME now! DESPITE if you're there or not, i dont care! I cant sit back and watch your life fade and fall like the pedals of a withered rose! Tears gone! My body tingles....i feel reassured! The presence of change fills me. Action takes place and im ready. I know what i have to do to excel! And by all means, life goes on. A cut down tree continues to grow, SLOWLY, over time. But if u have the intentions for that tree to no longer grow, cut it down to the stump and THAT, forever it will remain and i REFUSE to be that stump! I will watch you be that stump while i grow and branch away. Smiling! Life seems to be reborn and a new start awaits!

~Trevon~

Ready

Lol. Talking to you is like magic. When i dont hear from you my days are gray. Just the thought of you makes my inside smile. Then all the times that i dont talk to you or hit you up i would just think to myself, "I wonder what he's doing?" Then out the blue, every time, i hear from you! Lol

I dont know what it is? WOW! Just this second, i was thinking about you and

out of nowhere, you just text'd me. Amazing right? I know. Though i've known you for a certain period of time, like a flower, my like for you has bloomed. Prospered into something abstract. Like the making of a planet. SPECIAL! In a galaxy so big, transforming from something so small, to something unique in its own way. Having you all to myself, made for me,

for no one else to have! A new, just formed planet. Still bare and fresh, but growing.....

Ready! Ready for life to become of it. Ready to be used and loved and taken care of. And like this newly formed planet my like for you grows. Over time forming LOVE. Not luv but LOVE!

But like the galaxy that the planet was created in, that LOVE is big

which scares me because i dont know what to expect. Dont know how to move on, or the next steps to take so that that 'fear', that 'but', that 'what if'......no longer exists. And like that planet in that big galaxy we are indeed far. Which is the reason WHY i am scared. Leaving me to

wonder will anything prosper from this like? And if so what will become of us and the situation we are in? But then the sound of you voice reassures me of EVERYTHING! Making me feel safe, secure.....with that, i know everything will be ok so i open myself to you, ready for what the future holds for the both of us, ready to take the next step from like to LOVE, real love, opening my darkened adamantium heart to embrace your touch, our warmth, YOUR love! In that, i know.......IM READY!

~Trevon~

Mind Stroked

I want to be mind stroked.

Deep impacts in my mind, Thrusting deep intellect into my thought ducts.

Stimulating my brain cells, going awry.

Sensations running out of control, nowhere to go.

Trapped!

Doomed to go through and witness this process.

Astonished. Speechless. Amazed. At awe......

But yet at the same time wanting more, connecting to you as our minds combine as one, intoned with the universe!!!

I laugh at the fact that this is wild, crazy.....lol u full of shit!

But then im reassured by your psyche, your empathy!

Craving more and more of it, lusting!

Silence!

Both parties exhausted from our high, bleeding!

Arousal declining, bringing me back to this place where me and you are nomore, never alone but joined together with everyone else, this hell, this chaos......This world.......EARTH!!!

Rescheduling to adventure once more, both knowing that this, will never happen again....

Conversation!

~Trevon~

Trapped

Happy days come and go. Days like no other. Days where nothing even matters. Days where problems arent even problems, just figments of ones imagination. These are the days that every person wants. The days that mean the world and some. Days that where if u said the world was about to end, nothing would even matter because you're care free. Priceless days. But like the wind those days come and go. So quick and blissfully, taken away into the ether! Carried away across many grasslands, never to be seen or heard of again. Leaving any trace of existence. Once gone, those days, those carefree happy days, as scarce as they are become filled with darkness! Pain, stress, CONFUSION, hurt, regret, resentment! These are the REAL days. The many days that leave you blank, all knowlege gone. Not knowing what to do or what to think. Leaving you with anticipation, and disgust. Then hatred follows. The sight of that thing so happy and so filled with 'love' brings hate and fiery eyes, filled with eternal darkness. Leaves you drained to the point where you cant take no more and you just want to be done with it all!!! Let it be over, and NEVER look back. And there, at that very breaking point you remain, stuck, trapped in that darkness because you begin to feel a breeze of those happy days that reminds you of what a careless life is. The taste of immortality. So there you remain. To only go through that darkness once again. Now that darkness has a name and its called "The Cycle". So why do you remain. Because you are so use to The Cycle and the mind games and tricks that it plays, that thats the only thing you know! What to do? No one can save you, what to do?

~Trevon~