Saturday, February 6, 2010

Ready

Lol. Talking to you is like magic. When i dont hear from you my days are gray. Just the thought of you makes my inside smile. Then all the times that i dont talk to you or hit you up i would just think to myself, "I wonder what he's doing?" Then out the blue, every time, i hear from you! Lol
I dont know what it is? WOW! Just this second, i was thinking about you and
out of nowhere, you just text'd me. Amazing right? I know. Though i've known you for a certain period of time, like a flower, my like for you has bloomed. Prospered into something abstract. Like the making of a planet. SPECIAL! In a galaxy so big, transforming from something so small, to something unique in its own way. Having you all to myself, made for me,
for no one else to have! A new, just formed planet. Still bare and fresh, but growing.....
Ready! Ready for life to become of it. Ready to be used and loved and taken care of. And like this newly formed planet my like for you grows. Over time forming LOVE. Not luv but LOVE!
But like the galaxy that the planet was created in, that LOVE is big
which scares me because i dont know what to expect. Dont know how to move on, or the next steps to take so that that 'fear', that 'but', that 'what if'......no longer exists. And like that planet in that big galaxy we are indeed far. Which is the reason WHY i am scared. Leaving me to
wonder will anything prosper from this like? And if so what will become of us and the situation we are in? But then the sound of you voice reassures me of EVERYTHING! Making me feel safe, secure.....with that, i know everything will be ok so i open myself to you, ready for what the future holds for the both of us, ready to take the next step from like to LOVE, real love, opening my darkened adamantium heart to embrace your touch, our warmth, YOUR love! In that, i know.......IM READY!

~Trevon~

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