Enough

As the tears run down my face, i cant help but think, "I cant take this anymore!" The hardship, hurt, pain, stress, trials and tribulations!........knowing that i cant do this anymore. This lifestyle. These feelings. Living like this is hell itself. Crying because i dont know what to do, what my next move is. How do i handle things? NO ONE to help me. Help offers itself to me, body and soul, but deep down that help doesnt exist! That help is nowhere to be found. Crying.....Sitting here day by day, waiting for help. Is this the day that help knocks on my door? Is help here now? Why cant i move forward with my life? Why are there obstacles? Why are the ones that LOVE me and are suppose to be there for me arent? Why wont they push me. Give me that UMPTH i need to proceed, in the right direction that i need to be in, putting my life on track, getting my life together? WHY i ask you WHY? What did i do to deserve this, for you not to be there for me. Give me your love yes, but love can only go so far. Love can only do but so much! Dont you want to see me succeed? I cant take it, i have to do things for ME now! DESPITE if you're there or not, i dont care! I cant sit back and watch your life fade and fall like the pedals of a withered rose! Tears gone! My body tingles....i feel reassured! The presence of change fills me. Action takes place and im ready. I know what i have to do to excel! And by all means, life goes on. A cut down tree continues to grow, SLOWLY, over time. But if u have the intentions for that tree to no longer grow, cut it down to the stump and THAT, forever it will remain and i REFUSE to be that stump! I will watch you be that stump while i grow and branch away. Smiling! Life seems to be reborn and a new start awaits!

~Trevon~